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Enjoy this compilation of my notes on the three lectures, given at Sanctuary church on July 19, 2020 by Jim Stephens and Dr. Richard Panzer under the direction of Pastor Hyung Jin Moon, and the original CAUSA Manual!

Video links: CAUSA lecture 1 CAUSA lecture 2 CAUSA lecture 3

I was shocked by the pieces I put together of my life as I watched and understood Communism for what it actually is and I am sure you will too.

– Somiya

Say NO ✋

Satan creates situations that allows him to take advantage of the people he serves. “He will crush your head, and you will strike his heel.” (Genesis 3:15) Satan is not repentful, ever, and he is the father of lies.

Yet God had led Jesus into the wilderness explicitly to be tempted by the devil. We must overcome false offerings and stand righteously as the children of God. The LORD will keep an account of His lineage as He has since the time of Noah. (Gen. 5:1) If your thoughts are evil from the depths of your heart you will only be traveling a path of self-destruction. God’s not going to keep a record of that!

It was the word of God in Jesus that delivered him from Satan in the wilderness. God does not regret Jesus’s path of restoration on the earth. If we also take on such a path, a path of God’s absolute faith, absolute love, and absolute obedience, then we should not regret it either!


Coffee Cancelled.

Should I share this with you or not? I feel like good things take time and usually in secret. Often, soil covers the growth of seedlings until they naturally push forth of their own delicate strength. In secret doth good things happen. Only the gardener of a great garden knows and protects those new lives to become great vegetation that makes the world go ‘round. The weekend has passed as quickly as it arrived. During weekdays, my focus is not to work as the homestay gardener but as a writer. Let me just digest that out-loud with you. I work as a writer. I’ve decided to stay far far away from acid coffee because despite the warnings of dehydration, bone destruction, and addiction, I have enjoyed coffee since I started drinking it several years ago to aid in my sleepless nights of DPconversations video uploads. That’s not to say I have banned the innocent bean from my life but that I will save myself and my vocal chords from complete deterioration and stained teeth.

One look in the mirror Yesterday afternoon after church was enough to make me commit to the end of these coffee-stained teeth that I have audaciously developed in spite of knowing better. Bittersweet changes of time and purpose really make you look at your reflection in a different way. Before I began DPconversations I was AFRAID to speak to others about God. Although I had gone fundraising in different opportunities before, I had not really stood as an individual voice of clarity but as a parrot of group credo, which, I address in my autobiography Living Stone. My experience with STF drove me to exhaustion and sickness because it was not an expression of freedom but of oppression. Even when people of influence showed their desire to work with our church -whilst I spoke to them at their front door while fundraising for STF – my group never allowed me to contact them again for further cooperation. It was painful to me, much more shocking than my stained teeth.

DPconversations videos are a collective personal address to those people of power, knowledge, love, fame, and existence to understand everything that I know and should have shared a long time since before I made my first video. I understand that it may be late but since the truth is being shared now, in this way, please make use of it. Times do change. 2020 has seen the most drastic cultural change of American life in a century. Now, I’m going to try to destain my teeth by re-favoriting water as my favorite beverage instead of coffee. We all have to make some positive and beneficial changes as a new era grows.


The One Year Bible

I cannot stay away from the truth and it may be better for you that I am no longer on film regularly to talk about God and the truth. Even when I look at my videos, I replay them just to pay attention to what I’m actually saying; when a mirror is given to a narcissistic bird it will make her fall in love with herself. So, here we write on God’s words this morning, rather than attract.

Long ago, I found an awesome little Bible app for the iPhone by YouVersion in which I enjoyed the “Plans” section that helps interested people like us to read through the Holy Bible. I successfully completed the “Working Through Failure” Plan, which I highly recommend to anyone who’s been through a rough patch in life. I loved its week long approach and light reading. From this precise reading arrangement I yoked a lot of validation and healing from the Holy Bible. God’s word pushed my heart into a healthier sun-shinier place than the crevice I’d cried open. Yes, I felt as though I was ready for more so I signed up for “The One Year ®️Bible” plan straightaway. I had no specific desire to read through the Bible with that plan other than to say, “Yup, I’ve done that. Read that. Check.” My heart simply wasn’t in it and my app got rusty for lack of use.

and let the discerning get guidance – for understanding proverbs and parables, the sayings and riddles of the wise.

Proverbs 1:6

Now, however, with the end of the DPconversations videos and the Cover to Cover series which ended up looping back into the videos I had released previously (publicized from private view recently), I’m now interested in completing the year long Bible. It brings me joy to relate to God’s word, so completely, and I just can’t let it go. I must have it! So, since the impending call of faith will blister my heart if it has no avenue of release, I type and let it be known that I love the LORD.

Amen. Aju.

Let’s look at what the plan covered Today:

Genesis 1
Genesis 2
Matthew 1
Matthew 2
Psalms 1:1-6
Proverbs 1:1-6

If you read these passages Today, you and I will have covered Day 1 of the reading plan together. I read them and wrote down some notes on passages that jumped out to me from the reading…whatever most caught my heartstrings or my curiosity. I love God so much and I hope that you do too. Like a light, magic phenomenon, pretty and valuable gems, the Proverbs draw us close to the body of God, namely Jesus, and True Parents.



The Holy Bible, New International Version, NIV. Colorado: Biblica Inc., 2011. Print.

Whose Son Is The Messiah?

God’s work of indemnity is discussed by Jesus with his disciples who do not understand what he is talking about…except that somewhere deep down inside, their gut, tells them that he’s right. Let’s figure it out now with the understanding of True Parents!

Please view Matthew 22:41-46 to understand the eternal restoration of True Parents indemnified by Jesus at his second coming our Rev. Sun Myung Moon.

Specially, pay attention to these words:

“The son of David,” they replied.

He said to them, “How is it then that David, speaking by the Spirit, calls him ‘Lord’? For he says,

“The Lord said to my Lord:

“‘Sit at my right hand until I put your enemies under your feet.’”

When we reflect at this conversation between Jesus and his disciples we can understand that Jesus’s establishment of True Parents through indemnity is the restored Adam and Eve, our ancestors of Heavenly Lineage. That is why although Jesus stood as the descendant and son of David, he was in fact David’s Lord.

Have a splendid day!



The Holy Bible, New International Version, NIV. Colorado: Biblica Inc., 2011. Print.

My Personal Blog

Dear Readers,

Thank you for taking this fantastic journey with me since I posted my first DPconversations video six years ago on July 11, 2014, to the incredible “Breaking of the Silence” internet sweep of Pastor Hyung Jin Moon, to this moment when I claim DPconversations as simply my personal blog rather than a gung-ho effort to evangelize the world; Hyung Jin Moon’s got that. I do not earn my bread and butter through efforts made here on my blog, though, I’d sure like to! I also dislike donations more than 100%…I guess I was just never cut out for the 2020 church life.

I have lived at church properties all my life. You can find my autobiography “Living Stone” on I have been raised on an extremely minute amount of donations that trickled into my parents laps for the basics like food…and occasionally a winter jacket and pair of shoes. I’m one of the lucky ones who kept her faith.

God is an amazing God. In 2014, I saw no church center and just a bunch of crumbling buildings that used to be places of congregation when Sun Myung Moon lived. He died in 2012 and my heart seared with so much pain at his passing. I struggled with my faith and emerged as the DPconversations girl. Later I met Hyung Jin and Yeonah Moon at their Sanctuary Church for a Wednesday prayer meeting. Several Sundays later Hyung Jin Moon broke the silence and everything made sense.

Nothing has been the same after the crowing of Mrs. Hyun Shil Kang and True Father as the Cosmic level Perfect True Parents. I have truly wrestled with the idea that Hak Ja Han had indeed fallen but so she has and that is not our fault but her decision alone.

We all find ourselves sequestered into units of property rentals and owned parcels that appear to guide the lines of our freedom but how long with that last? What a shame it is that we have only one other major Presidential Candidate Joe Biden who cannot even bear to get a sentence out or even stare long enough into the camera lens for some decent eye contact. America and her freedoms, yes, your stability, is shaking. Everything is on the line now and this is the time now to forget everything else and fight down the devil who is about to steal it all……!

DPconversations served its purpose. It helped a disillusioned Queen Yeonah to find her grip in reality. It helped to put Hyung Jin Moon into his rightful place as the King of Cheon Il Guk. It helped people to see the backwashed leaders who wear two faces as they yap up the attention and promenade of glory between the members and the Lord. Never, please never, take Rev. Kwak’s word as Rev. Sun Myung Moon’s word. Kwak is his own man and Sun Myung Moon an entirely different person all together. Trust me, I know.

I love you guys so much….even all you stupid idiots, like Yeonah. Please be well. I’ll keep up my blog and such but I can’t promise you anything. Don’t donate to me.



Jesus King of the Jews

Hello Everyone!

I hope you’ve had a great week so far. Have you checked out my youtube channel? I’ve been busy giving you a tour of my GARDEN, so, check it out! Click Here. My painting this week was inspired by John 19:12.

Jesus King of the Jews

Enjoy the painting, click here to see the video.


6. Cover to Cover | DPconversations

God did not intervene in the human fall because creation was perfect and He could not retract from that perfect Principle of Creation and manipulate the freedom of humankind. Man and woman are created to resemble God and so we have the responsibility to fulfill the purpose of creation without God’s intervention.

So what was God to do? He created Jesus and True Parents to bring everyone back to him.

Please watch the video here. Click this link.