Becoming The Woman I Want To Be

A soft answer turneth away wrath: but grievous words stir up anger. Proverbs 15:1

Dear Readers,

A lot of people have mentioned to me that I am too personal with my work on DPconversations. I am indeed personal with you on my thoughts and feelings and the willful expression of my love for God and all humankind. If I have chosen to be personal it was for the public good: I have been personal with you on public issues. These issues are near and dear to our hearts. Over these last five years-plus, I have shared myself with you on DPconversations through youtube videos. This is who I am! You have dealt with, along with me, the perplex experiences that I have gone through with leaders at Sanctuary Church, a thorough delving into the Divine Principle of Sun Myung Moon, and my general attendance and support of Hyung Jin Moon at Sanctuary Church in Newfoundland, PA. I have both felt very much loved and deeply hated…to be almost in total isolation afterwards.

I guess you don’t know what to do with me; this girl from East Garden, whose life really does make faith that much more gallantly poignant in the fabric of your reality. Every person now has direct access to the love and understanding that God personally shared with me throughout my life. As you heard me testify in my first podcast, I did indeed spend every chance I got with Rev. Sun Myung Moon  as a high school student. I spent a lot of time with our great Master of Love because I loved him. Now, his son Hyung Jin Moon has taken his father’s throne. ACHOO! Did someone say they were allergic to Monarchy? Patriarchy? Jesus died with a plaque above his head entitled “King of the Jews,” so if you are Christian, you will be happy to know that our Prince of Peace really has finally come to fully represent God as True Parents.

As such, I am also a Queen of God in my Holy Blessing, my King of God being my husband Alex. This is the Queen’s report. That’s exactly what it is. As a couple of faith who must deal outside of the church with regular people doing regular things, jobs, businesses, and all sorts of bills and a great deal of U.S. taxes, I come back to DPconversations to share my heart with you—and it is my passion to share my faith universally. There is nothing wrong with that. I am everyday becoming the woman I want to be…or at least I hope so! Often, I feel wearied with the responsibility of saving the world as I can hardly manage to keep my kitchen perfect sparkling clean with four little children running around. In order to become the people we wish to be we often find the chores taking the back-end of our efforts, so don’t judge me if my laundry gets out of hand: I’m not Amish.

I have this vision of sharing God’s joy throughout the world, with everyone. I know that it is possible. Moving forward is key. Wherever we may find ourselves, we must be attuned to our reality and the gift of God’s desire! God is the highest standard of life, so we must also become the people that we want to see in the mirror, people that we can say we are proud of and happy to know; especially if left all alone. The truth must be spoken, but I don’t hate anybody.

-Somiya

2 thoughts on “Becoming The Woman I Want To Be”

  1. Well spoken. Keep on keep’n on with God’s work! You are the voice that needs to be heard in these trying times. God bless.

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